This weekend we found ourselves with so much to do. We did it, but I feel no more productive than when the weekend began. Jamison received his white/green belt in karate, he was invited to a very fun birthday party, and we finished up with Trunk or Treat at our church. We were on the go. Today I was talking to my dad and he said that he and his friends went fishing for 6 hours yesterday. I had to laugh at myself for being so envious of his six hours of doing something he marginally liked. It is pretty pathetic. Parenthood is a good thing. It teaches me that it isn't about me and never was about me. I think that is why it is so frustrating right now because I cannot let that go. Hopefully each day will get better. I hope to become a better person than when I started down this path.
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Jes!! I'm so excited you have a blog! I miss you and it will be fun to see you updates here. I was thinking the past couple of days about how grateful I am for your friendship and what an impact you've had on my life.
Love, Jenny
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